letter to GOD

I am sorry for breaking your heart. I am sorry for the love-hate-love-hate-love relationship we have right now. I never wanted to hurt you but then, this is me. The crazy me who always hurt the one that I love. I have no one else to blame but myself. My insensitivity robs my time for you. My discontent makes me look for someone other than you. My rebellious side hurts you whenever I do not get what I want. My flight syndrome makes me hide from you.

but then how can I resist the love that you gave. everytime I stumbled you helped me up. Everytime I was down, you pull me up. Your love is more than enough. Your grace binds me to move forward.

I thought I did not deserve to be loved and then you came into my life to make me realize that I am worth loving.

You loved me despite my mistakes, You love me despite my imperfections and You continuously love me despite the pain I usually inflict you.

Why did I ever deviate from Your love. Why did I ever ask for more when You are all that I need?. Why did it took me so long to realize that You complete me. 

I am sorry for being stubborn and rebellious. Sorry for breaking your heart and I will assure you that there will be more of this pain but there is one thing that I'll ask of you. 

Please do not leave me. All I know is whenever I get lost, I will always find my way back to you. You are my first love and the greatest love of my life. I can never live without You, GOD.

I am sorry. I love you. I really do love you. 

You Reign - Citipointe Live in Manila

"You reign, over all the earth we're singing
You reign, justice and peace, You bring it
You reign
Holy One
You reign.."

Christian concerts amaze me. I guess its not the band that makes the concert special but the songs of praise that comes from the mouth of the hundreds and thousands of worshipers who attended. 

Christian concerts are not just about the bands who will perform but its all about CHRIST.

Usually, we'll hear the name of the band being shouted and praised, here, all we hear is CHRIST. :)

In this world, we ought to make a stand and standing is not an easy task especially when we are tired of work, studying, problems, etc. Sometimes, we have to lean too. Lean to the Master and Creator so He could help us live our purpose- worshiping Him with everything that we have. :)

so if you are a writer, write.

a singer, sing.

a dancer, dance.

a speaker, speak.

just make sure that you do it in mind of the GIVER of the gift. 

He deserves to reign in our hearts. :)